To tell the truth, i have been crying for this man who have fucking hurt me without fail.
Doesnt mean having long term relationship is great.
I grateful to have him by my side, he is my body, life and soul...
Seriously i love him so much.

The way he treated me all this years, by saying "sorry" it solves everything.
Of course its not fair for me but someone will have to make sacrifices.
I rather see him happy.

If one day he left with somebody he loves, i will wait for him even it takes forever.
A promise is a promise.
I wont break the promise or i will have an awful life....
Yes, even if he have married to someone else.

Theres so many stupid things i have done just because of him.
All i want is his love and concern towards me.
I may not be the perfect woman in his life, but i can always be there when he needs me.
I never fail to do that.

I have forgive you and i just want you to stop repeat those hurt things to me.
I did all those stuff because you have driving me nuts!
Just name me anything, i have done everything...
Dont believe?

See for yourself...

Baby, i love you for who you are and i never lied to you about anything.
Whenever i go, i told you.
I always kept you close to my heart and willing to do anything for you.
All im asking is your love and concern...

57mths is just like the way we first get together.
If my request is difficult for you, maybe its fate that we are not meant to be.
I love you so much, muacks!