I miss you all so much, wish i can spent my time like im used to.

People said, when you still schooling, you want to work

BUT

When you work, you want to go back to school.

That is me.

Been very depressed lately, because i kept everything to myself.

End up hurting myself and gone insane.

At least a day off, helps alot. I managed to tell him what i have gone through.

With you people around me and give me the strength to continue, i willing to get back on my both feet. I shall take things slowly, i hope i dont stress up my mentor.

TIME COMMITMENT IS SO IMPORTANT IN THIS JOB,

i dont know if i can handle it as the day goes by.

Because i am not.

You get what i mean?

Ishk.

Just have to stand, let see how this job can i last.

C'mon.